alice came to a fork in the road.
"which road do i take?" she asked.
"where do you want to go?" responded the cheshire cat.
"i don't know," alice answered.
"then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."
-lewis carroll, alice in wonderland
of course, piper's response to choices such as these is to simply curl up and go to sleep...which he promptly did.
we've been without a data connection over the past few days or so as at&t is upgrading towers across montana in preparation for taking over alltel's service. not sure how i feel about that yet. not happy about having my current service knocked out. i know that much. of course, change is painful when we become too attached to the way things are at any given moment...
not having the diversion of the internet, i spent much more time clothmaking between shifts at work. this infused joy into my moments. joy to juxtapose the overshadowing sense of emptiness that has been lurking in the corners of late. will have to look at that more closely and let it drift away.
for the moment, i've completed the small winter long cloth, sky flower:
also in progress is the promised tutorial for the couched tree. this ought to be done in the next few days and will post it then.
but right now...that shadow is dark and i need to disconnect. reconnect. find center. release. move forward.
blessings and joy to you all until next time...