"there is no noise in the world.
there is no peace in the himalayas.
both are within you.”
- swami satyananda
there are moments, amidst the chaos, that seem as if i have found equanimity. moments only. but in these moments there is such a stillness. an awareness of what is...at this very moment...without grasping at what was or what will be. these are great treasures!
work still pulls me in a thousand directions. this cannot keep going or i will begin to come apart at the seams. already i frequently look like the ragged edges of many of my fragments of cloth.
tonight, i am claiming a few moments to sit. to meditate. find a moment of equanimity. and, perhaps, to needle chant a while and then to dream.